Life Interrupted

Life Interrupted

Hated and played,

Raped and betrayed.

Simple, not strong,

And I play not along.

I enter my the mysteries, 

I hurt from inside

Tonight. This fright

In my life is exploited,

Anointed. I’m him.

Love?

Not again. The same sing burning.

Inner yearning is mild and tired

Defiled, admired.

In my own right

I’m tired,

Can’t fight or think or look

So I sink with ink into the book.

Into the void, reflection destroyed.

Nothings intact, yet the rush had my back.

Life,

Interrupted…

My souls been corrupted

For better or good.

I live my way

Through the day

Like I think that I should.

6/6/2000