Awareness

Awareness

I’m starting to feel more

And more the alien

And I wonder what took so long,

Because I am glad in here,

Like this,

But I am quite alone

And unfortunately for me

Loneliness is not a trend.

I have a hankering for

Life and all it has to offer,

Not just the mediocre norm,

But more,

All of it,

Every morsel,

Every wavelength…

I am the sophisticated wolf yet

I feel sorry for the sheep

And so my appetite is spoiled

And I find myself constantly bored.

I worry, then wonder,

Then I wonder why I worry.

I am objective like the compass

And the constellations,

I’m the overwhelming adverb,

I’m the doorbell and the question mark…

When I am down I’m my realist,

When I am up the world is an

Indescribable beauty.

(and I like to describe things)

I am the phoenix incinerated

And wiser, reborn and

Refreshed yet ever aware.

I am lost in the sanctity of life

And every direction they seem to point me

In leads to the evil…

So I just float,

I adhere to the moment,

I bathe in the glory that is this,

And I never forget the poor little sheep.

I will never forget the lost little sheep.

I know that their Shepard is 

Really the butcher,

Cleverly masked

In the innocence of the Machine,

But I’ve witnessed the greed,

That oh so fatal flaw,

And once I figure out how to destroy the butcher…

I will.

7/6/4